This week has
been a crazy and amazing and just awesome week as a missionary.
I will start off
by talking about fast Sunday and how I had the best food I have had in Hungary
yet. We had a program with a cute little old lady that is my new Hungarian
crush because she is just adorable. When we walked in it was around 2 and we
had about another hour of fasting because we started the day before but.....
she had made a huge meal for us so we got lucky and got to eat early. (I hope a
23 hour fast is acceptable this month.) She fed us soup and bread and it just
was the best thing I have tasted in a long time. I showed her pictures of our
family and she said that my dad was a cutie and that I looked like him... So
props to you dad, you have an old Hungarian lady hitting on you. I will talk
more about this cute old lady later in my email.
This week I got a
new record of shut downs in the fastest amount of time yet! I was streeting and
I walked up to one person and they said no really fast then another and then
another. I got shut down by three people in less then 1 minute. It was a new
record and I was pretty proud that I just kept going because the only thing one
lady said to me was “I don’t speak English” in Hungarian when I was speaking
Hungarian or at least thought I was.
The cool thing
about the language this week was what happened in Sacrament meeting. I was
sitting there trying to pay attention because church is the hardest because
they talk really fast and use weird terms but out of nowhere I hear my name said.
The branch President was bearing his testimony and started talking about me! He
talked about how my language ability’s are coming along really well and that
the prayer I gave in the morning meeting about the sacrament was really amazing
to him. It was super cool to hear someone say that about me and gave me a boost
of confidence that’s for sure!
Also a really
cool thing that happened this week was I had a dream and a little part of it
was in Hungarian. I didn’t understand what the person said to me but it was in
Hungarian so that is better than nothing. I loved it and was so pumped when I
woke up.
Now on to the
first miracle that happened this week. We started talking to a lady on a street
a month ago that would have been an amazing investigator but just wasn’t
interested so we just gave her a Book of Mormon and went on our way. Well, the
other day we where tracting and were doing this building that we thought no one
even lived in but finally someone answered, so people did live there. The way
tracting works in Hungary is you first have to get into the building which is a
tall building of apartments usually so you have to press the bell or csengo is
how you say it in Hungarian and talk to someone through a microphone and see if
they will let you in and then you can knock on people’s doors. Well I did the
next csengo and I usually don’t use this approach because it doesn’t work and
usually makes people mad but I said hello we are Mormon missionaries and today
we are talking about Jesus Christ can we come in? The lady on the other end
just laughed and let us in so I was super surprised and kinda blown away but
when we got to her door she was waiting outside and it was the same lady we had
talked to a month earlier! She said a really cool qoute about how if you don’t
go to the mountain meaning us the mountain will come to you. So she let us in
and we were able to talk to her about the Book of Mormon and her beliefs. She
said she had read the first part of the Book and was thinking about us and then
we were there! It was an amazing experience and I know that God led us to her
again so that we could teach her.
Now back to the
old lady story. This week I read the talk about what lack I yet. I prayed to
know how I can be better and how I can become a better missionary. I received a
really cool answer and it was shown to me through out the week. One of the
things that I received was to not think about myself. To be more selfless, so
this week I have been working on that and I had an amazing experience with this
lady. The day we tracted into her I was having a hard time and was frustrated
and just tired and was thinking about myself. We got let in and started talking
to this woman, and she told us that her parents where killed in WW2 when she
was 13 and had 11 siblings. I was hit with such a feeling of guilt and just
shame that how could I think of my life as hard when other people go through so
much more. I learned that I really do need to stop thinking about myself and
that other people have it so much worse than me and that’s why I am here to
help them. It was a really amazing answer to my prayer.
The last story I
will share this week is about the family we met a long time ago that is
inactive. She had a son that went to jail because of a branch president in the
branch a long time ago but that is a really long story an I don’t really
understand it, but the main point is she is having a hard time forgiving and
that’s what I want to talk about. We shared a message with her and were able to
get her to the point where she said she needs to forgive and to come back to
church. She said a prayer and during the prayer started to bawl and was just
crying about how hard it was to forgive and how she needs strength. What I want
to talk about is how forgiveness is one of the biggest parts of this gospel.
Jesus Christ forgives, we need to forgive, and we can be forgiven. It is such a
hard thing to do for us to forgive someone that has hurt us or wronged us in a
way that we feel like we could never forgive or they don’t deserve to be
forgiven but when we do forgive, that is when we can truly be forgiven of our
own sins. It is like a cycle. If we forgive, God will forgive us of our sins. I
want to bear my testimony that God can help us have the strength to forgive
even when it is so hard. He can give us the blessing of his love and spirit
when we fully let go of past things and take a step forward and move on and not
dwell on them anymore. It is an amazing feeling to forgive and you can feel the
Savior’s love rush over you because he is forgiving you at the same time!
I love you all so much and know that my
Redeemer lives. Have a great week.
Love
Elder Ure
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